I bounce between productive pain and unproductive pain from day to day. This has been happening for at least a month. When I am in unproductive pain, I feel terrible. Because it is directed to the wrong source. When my pain is directed to the proper source, man oh man do I feel relieved. Yes, granted I do feel emotional pain, but at least the pain is placed in the correct … [Read more...] about Productive Pain – Unproductive Pain
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Getting to the heart of the (ocd) matter
The heart is an ocean. Or an iceberg. Oftentimes we are only aware of the tip. Yet there is a whole lot more going on beneath the surface. I am suffering with ocd. It is incredibly hard to break the obsessions and compulsions, yet I recognize how illogical they are. Take for instance, my ocd about wasting time. Why do I obsess over wasting time and doing something … [Read more...] about Getting to the heart of the (ocd) matter