??? ???? ?????? ?????? I've been stuck in the gutter for the past maybe year engulfed in obsessions with punishments, and accountability. I think about Allah and the afterlife all day long. But you will not find anybody more miserable. I think negative things about Allah and somehow punishing or being held accountable. It is misery always finding some evidence in Islam … [Read more...] about Obsession with Punishment
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Punishment Paranoia
One of the most difficult issues I'm dealing with at the moment is with the doctrine of judgment and punishment as is found in the Quran. It has completely paralyzed me from living a normal life. I have become so inwardly focused that I seem to be unable to socialize or function normally in life. And when I try to remain outwardly focused, and try to do something "normal" … [Read more...] about Punishment Paranoia
