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I dozed off after fajr this morning and fell into dream mode. I was having a nice pleasant dream where I was happy and talking with some close family and friends. I had a smile on my face, enjoying talking with them.
Then “reality” hit and I woke up. The initial reaction was to feel down that, the dream I had was fake, and what I”m living now is what “real life” is. But an idea came to me.
Is this stress and agony, this jinn bothering me with my iman and quran, my anxiety on a daily basis the reality? I mean this nightmare of anxiety disorder and depression is not permanent. This life that I’m living in is not real. This life is a very short stage of our true lives to come. The agony I”m dealing with now was planned out for a very wise purpose. Shaitan’s true colors came out to me, and now I’m learning truthfully who my enemy was all along. And this small phase I’m going through will be over and done with soon as well. Not only here in this life, but when I go on to the real life; the life of bliss and tranquility.
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And this lowly life is nothing but vanities and games. And surely, the world of the hereafter is most definitely the real life if they only knew. 29:64
But no, let’s not let ourselves think that because this life is so relatively short, that means that means that we are forced to suffer the rest of our dhunia lives. Wrong. Trust me, I’ve tried that mentality. It’s nothing more than digging yourself a deeper pit of despair, to allow Shaitan to make you feel worse.
Anyways, with this shift in mind, rather than focusing on the “anxiety reality,” My heart and mind went back to the good dream I had in the morning; that dream that was making me feel tranquility and happiness, because good dreams are from Allah, and Allah is the reality. And Jannah is our real home and reality.
So Keep calm, and Keep dreaming.
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