I have so much going for me. I have knowledge. I'm on the brink of landing a well paying job, with all the learning opportunities I'm pursuing. I have amazing resources available here in the DFW area for my professional career. I'm confident in my abilities to succeed. I have a great family, very loving and supportive wife, kids and parents. I have the opportunity to … [Read more...] about Blessings & Curses
Why did today happen? Emotionally I’m talking about. Why did I have such severe, ridiculous, dehabiliting depression? Why did I have to suffer the ENTIRE time, driving back from Baton Rouge, for 11 hours, from 12 p.m. to 10:30. With severe severe, hurt, engulfing of the heart, heart, throbbing, jolting, severe pain, getting lit on fire by anything and everything. Why did I … [Read more...] about Why This Depression?
I woke up, after a slightly more manageable day, although every day I feel these soul stinging and paining depressions, no matter what activity I engage in, and I have felt so awful with these soul stinging in the dead center of my heart, when I try to pray or read quran, that has been there for I don't know how long. Yesterday, I prayed all my prayers, though I still felt the … [Read more...] about The Pangs of Depression
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??? ???? ?????? ?????? A while ago, but I probably hit a record low for my low mood meter. I felt the most dehabilitating depression I have ever experienced today. This was in the morning, after suffeirng with dehabilitating despair feelings from last night that was completely messing up my salah and prayers. Despair left right and center, feeling like crying all day. I … [Read more...] about From Deadly Depression to Empowerment